pray hard

I hate being here, alone.

I miss home, I miss my family.

How nice if i manage to fly back home anytime

i want.

To be honest, I seriously need someone who can spend time chit-chatting with me at night

I miss the moment having pillow-talk with sisters every night.

I know i'm too dependable to my family and friends.

The main reason is because I'm afraid being alone.

Although I have close friend that talk to me almost every night before we sleep,

but then that was only when my friend is in hostel.

When she is back home, i feel the same again.

i'm always okay in the morning, but feeling fearful to be alone at night.

i hate this feeling.

Dear God,

I know You are always with me,

please strengthen my faith,

remind me of your presence in my life.

remind me that I'm not alone,

because Jesus is my companion,

and there is nothing i shall fear.

In Jesus's name i pray.Amen.

peace

somehow i tend to be angry out of nothing

i understand this is closely related to the recent situations i'd encounter,

although it seemed its not related at all.

i hope that everything will be fine,

everyone especially my family is always happy, healthy and safe.

praying for everything to be okay,

with a peaceful heart and mind. :)

Amen.

let go all of our worries,

lift it to our almighty God.

Reality.Change

I've been running away from reality,

and I realized that all these while,

my thoughts and behavior was so immature and selfish.

Its time to change.