期待新年

我这里所指的新年是华人新年..嘻嘻

很想快快的考完试回家过新年.

这次回去就会留在古晋大概八个多月(因为二月至七月是我实习的时间),

意思就是九月中才会回来槟城这里继续读书,

虽然还是会想念这里的朋友,毕竟大家会有一段很长的时间不见面,

可是,家永远还是我最想要留的地方.

我真的很想要回家!

大概是逃避的态度吧,每每到考试的时期,

我这个毛病就会来了.

每一次,都想要好好认真读书,温习..

但是,每一次就是要到最后了才能够专心一点.

到了最后,就会一直觉得时间不够,

就会想很多,然后就像现在这样烦恼.

我很烦,又觉得很累,

不是睡眠不足的累

而是心理上的累.

考试时期, 我的心情会忽然之间变得紧张又急躁.

在夜里,我要用一两个小时才能入眠,

反而当我小睡时,我能很快地入眠,

最近小睡都不会超过一个小时,

为什么每天很夜才睡还是不能够好好睡.

然后隔天就只有到快要中午了才能够逼自己起床。

我只想好好的毫无压力及烦恼的入眠，能够精神的起床。

我祈求,这种负面的心情和想法,

能够把它完完全全的放在一边,

希望有多一点正能量和精神去面对考试.

我相信,这一切很快就会过去!

靠主的名,我献上这祈祷.阿们.

*期待新年的到来！期待美好的一切！笑7个！*

JJJJJJJ

A Happy Birthday Celebration :)

Happy happy birthday to me! C:

Ya I know. I'm one year older.

Did not manage to celebrate birthday at home this year.

Will only be back to home sweet home during CNY.

However, I was surprised with the video made

with wishes from dad, mum, emily, jasmine and joanne.

Celebrated with friends last sat (19/11).

Its a simple one, but with lots of laughter.

I really feel grateful deep from my heart.

I know i always have all of you with me.

This christmas, will be the 1st christmas away from home.

I miss the christmas carolings, i miss the visitings from house to house.

I miss everything back home. :(

I wont be able to go back as the christmas period is actually study week for my final.

I checked the air tickets and its expensive.

Hah..i was back to uni from home for only 1 week.

But mannn I feel like been here for so many weeks already! ><

Booked the air tic yesterday for CNY, but 2 months from now is LONG!!

I know i have to appreciate the moments spent in uni right now,

since only 2 months left to the end of sem5.

thats is why i keep on motivating myself to study and enjoy to the max before going for internship next year.

I hope my motivation is still ON..

Have to get back to study again. 2 more midterm papers to go!

Stress!

I'm here!

I don't understand the reason that

I will leave some words here almost every time when i have exams,

Perhaps its a way to ease myself.

My progress of revision is slow.

AND at this late night......

I'm still stuck at the 2nd chap out of 6 chaps that will be tested tmr!!

Quite disappointed with myself.

Should had motivate and urge myself to study harder!

Anyway, regret is no use.

Better get off to study now.

Will be back after test! :)

God, I pray for your blessings in the coming midterms!

Please bless me with intelligence, widsom, health and happiness!

AMEN! ^^

我是个离谱鱼儿！

今天我竟然发现已经是星期六了，

Deepavali的假期放了好多天让我不知道时间过得超级快，

这一次我真的发觉我是个好奇怪又离谱的人！！

还以为今天才星期五，本来还心想我说计划的，

还能准时完成，怎知，我只剩下一天的时间！

太离谱了！啊！ 还以为还有很多时间的 T.T

算了，今天不管怎样要努力k书了！

下个星期四就要回家放假一个星期了。

我一定要先把手头上的功课及复习做完！

很想写一个贴分享上个星期去Hatyai的点滴，

看来就只有回到家才有时间写了。

这个假期看来又是个 非常忙碌的了！

又要复习开学后的考试，又要做assignment！

刺激又给力！ xD

今天就到此为止，我要回去地球k书去！

Blessings :)

2 more papers to go!

The mood to study totally gone!

Oh NO!!!

Must get back the mood to study..><

Will be having japanese test on thursday and frs on friday.

I'm more worried with frs,

as its really hard for me to memorize the standards, definitions and etc.

I always think about the plans that I will do for the coming holiday,

there are lots of new things that I wanna try and learn.

I just hope that this coming 4-months-holiday will be a interesting one!

hehehe...cant wait to have holiday! :D

Anyway, today is not a productive day,

after the taxation test this morning,

I slept for few hours, then ended up watching dramas.

Aiksss...how how how?

Feel nervous and worried now.

Better get back to revision.

God, please bless me with concentration and wisdom. Amen!

:D

Had chit-chat with my parents last night,

I asked them to pray for me so that I can do well in examinations.

And my parents said I'm always in their prayers.

I felt so touched because they gave me encouragements which I needed so much.

Dad said always be grateful for what we have in life.

Each morning when we wake up, we should thank God for giving us such a wonderful life.

Show gratitude, be grateful.

You will find that, its really great to be who you are now.

cheers! :D

I like this picture so much.

Somehow it inspired me that,

each and everyone of us is special,

no one can replace you or me.

We are all God's masterpiece.

Everyone is made special.

We are all special in God's eyes.

God treat us as our beloved son and daughters.

Try to be optimistic. Be happy and thankful. Give thanks.

:)

motivation recharged! :)

4 down, 3 more to go!

but my level of motivation is decreasing :(

its because the mood of going home overrides the mood to study!

one more week to freedom! and 8 more days to home sweet home :)

*countdown-ing!*

i just hope i can do well in exams!

in order to achieve my plans, i must work extra hard!

only then, i can enjoy my 4 months holiday without worries!

may god bless everyone around me,

especially my family and friends, with health and joyfulness.

may god be with me throughout the exam week. :D

in Jesus's name, I pray. Amen! :)

みなさん、がんばってください！:)

God's word is Love :)

God's words gives me strength to continue.

God's words keeps me strong.

God's words builds confidence in me.

I'm revived! :D

I love you, God Daddy!

Please be with me throughout the examinations.

I need your presence, your blessings! :)

In Jesus's holy name, I pray! :)

lead me

oh god, please bless me in everything i do.

please be with me as i take my examinations tmr.

2 papers! and now i am sure i will not be able to finish my revision.

please god, i seriously need your blessings and presence.

please be with me, guide me throughout the exams.

AMEN!

继续前进！:)

终于忙完活动了。

感谢及感恩，一切都顺利。

而且今天最难忘的就是木曜日的band performance!

觉得队长Kit很特别!

可惜没有拍到照片。

是有一点伤心。但是还好啦。

如果是有缘份再次听到他们演唱，那么就一定拍个合照了。

星期四，考两张试卷！我还没开始学！T.T

真的是忙到连功课都不能兼顾。

在大家都努力埋头苦干时，在大家已经学完了还在担心时，

我却是那位还没学又还没紧张的。

夸张。不是我不学，是我忙完后真的很累了。

给我睡个好觉，明天开始努力吧！

真的不能再堕落了。一定要努力和尽力。

加油啊，仪儿！

你能的！

がんばって Ganbatte :)

hold on.

for one more week.

everything will end soon!

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May god bless us in everything we do in life. Amen!

lover of my soul

Jesus, lover of my soul.

I love you, i need you.

Although my world may fall, i will never let you go.

Because you're my savior, my closest friend.

I will never let you go until the very end.

'Jesus, lover of my soul.'

love this song.

when i listen to it, it gives me strength to carry on. :)

time to change

its time to work hard!

assignments and midterm tests! everything is coming together!

24hours a day seem not enough for me.

i need strength and faith to carry on.

God, please guide me so that i will not fall into laziness again!

with god's grace, i can do everything!

hope to finish my revision as soon as possible.

my assignments as well!

and also, to get media things done and settled by tmr.

您永远在我们心中

前几天妈咪告诉我关于堂姐梦到阿公的事，

心里一直想，阿公要告诉我们什么。

真的担心他到底有什么心愿未了。

今天收到一个好消息，让我很开心。

感谢主，感谢阿公。

我亲爱的阿公，您在天堂过得好吗？

您离开我们快三个月了，

我还是很想您，

只是一直告诉自己不可以这样伤心，

刻意不去想那么多，

现在听了那首那天为您唱的歌，

眼泪不争气的留下来。

阿公，虽然您不再了，

但是您一直在天堂照顾，眷顾我们。

心里真的很感动。

您还在时，每天为我们准备菜肴，

您那么老了，还是每天坚持为我们准备。

虽然您口不说，但是我们真的知道您真的很爱我们。

真的。。。真的很爱我们。

我多么希望，您能够见证我们每个毕业，成家立室；

但是您先回了天父的家。

阿公，我们相信，您会在天堂见证一切。

虽然我们肉眼看不到您，

但是我们相信您永远与我们同在。

我爱您！感谢您的慈爱与祝福。

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明天开始考试了，希望一切都顺利。

求主帮助我，扶持我。

感谢主。

"FOCUS"

this is what i really need to do now

*praying hard*

i hope that i will not get distracted again

countDown - 5 more days to final exam

Another day has ended. 5 more days to my 1^st paper!

Hope that what I studied will come out in the exam!

I am so slow.. kinda worried that I could not manage to finish revising all the chapters!

Who to blame? My fault for not revising earlier! T.T

Some more still waste a lot of time in front of lappie.

I just can’t control myself…lack of self discipline!!

God, please help me to get this through.

Lead me the way to focus on my revision, just for these 3 weeks!

I hope everything goes well n smooth, everyone will be safe n sound till the end of the final!

God..please bless everyone of us with good health and concentration!

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, AMEN! :D

Mayday!!!!

Ahhh….cant focus on my revision!!

HOW? If I dun start study now, will do badly in exam for sure :(

Please..anyone can help me?

How to focus..how how how?

I wasted another day~ T.T

I need help!!MAYDAY MAYDAY!! >.<

Gambate :D

Having final in less than a week time, its time to work hard n focus again!

Adelene!! u must work hard from now on!

not much time left.. i just don't understand why i always waste so much time doing nonsense thing.

will be having my 2nd last paper on my birthday! issshhh..i hope that i can score well for my final tis sem!!

its kinda sad cuz i cant celebrate my 21st bday (my 1st day of adulthood) with family n frens back in kch. somemore having law paper on bday,its not a happy thing. :( but i will try my best to score with flying colors.

well, to share some of my bday wishes earlier:

*healthier and happier life -

pray that everyone beside me especially family and frens are safe and happy :D

* a year older, a year wiser -

pray to be more mature n wiser to face everything in life & live life with faith to God.

*Mr. Right--lol!!

hahaha..to be true, i dont put much hope on this yet..well..God will arrange everything for me..not a thing to rush for :p

*and a few more...heh..i'm greedy!

i hope each of my wishes could be granted..daddy god i'm not wishing for material things, i just hope that ppl beside me are safe and happy..tats the most important things i wished for! :)

24 more days back to my home sweet home! :):):):):):):)

cant wait for this coming holiday..Christmas!!!!!

hope this year will be a special and happy one! cant wait!! lalala~

hehehhe...christmas wish list coming soon! lol

now thinking of to get interesting n meaningful pressie for family & frens as christmas present.

wooooo...i think i've gone too far.

I should...no..i must...FOCUS on my revision 1st.

weeeeee...will brb soonnnnn!! :)