A note to myself - Happy 30

It have been years since I last updated my blog.
I am not sure why but it just came to my mind that I should re-visit my blog today.
I was reading a few posts I wrote years ago, and reminiscing all the good and bad times. I knew that I have turned out to be a little bit more mature and handling matters a little bit better and wiser than I used to be. I give thanks to God for what He had bless me with. And tonight, I pray that the blessings will continue and I will grow wiser each year.

I am now officially 30 and I know that I should consider seriously of the next step to take and the what should be next stage of my life. I still have wishes made many years back and are yet to come true, and I pray hard these will be come true real soon. :) I also pray that my family and loved ones will continue to be blessed with good health and deep faith. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen! :)


With lots of prayers and Loves,
Adel~

What is Christmas to you?

What is Christmas to you?

Is it simply a day when you can have a break and relax at home,

or a day u can shop and do things that you want?

Or is it about gatherings, parties and dinner?

About the Christmas tree and home deco?

Or is it about giving to and receiving presents from your family and friends?

About house-to house caroling and performances?

YES! It is about everything that I mentioned above.

But Christmas is not only about presents, gatherings, and caroling!

Christmas is more than what you and me can count!

Christmas is about JOY, HAPPINESS and most important,

it's about LOVE!

The LOVE from God our father, Jesus our Savior, and Holy Spirit who guide us to the right path.

Can you imagine Jesus was born on Christmas Day for you and me?

He is the best present for everyone on Earth!

Let us rejoice for this joyful season.

Each year of Christmas reminds us to remember how great the love is from God.

Let us remember that Jesus came on this special day to save every single souls.

Yes Christmas is about LOVE.

Thus, we must remember that, in order to prepare ourselves for Christmas,

We have to repent for our sins and wrongdoings and

forgive those who have trespassed against us.

I received lots of presents from family and friends during Christmas every year.

Each year I will have surprises when I unwrapped my presents and I really love every single of them.

However, there was a present I will remember for the whole life.

It was not a physical present which we can see or touch.

But this 'present' did give me a very touching and memorable experience that I would remember forever.

I was having some sort of 'childish' conflict with my good friend when I was in Form 1.

We didn't quarrel actually, somehow we just stop talking to each other after an incident.

I felt very sad and disappointed and I wonder why friendship can be so fragile.

For that few months, none of us tried to approach each other.

Then it was year end holiday and we didn't contact each other ever since that incident.

During that year, on a very special day - Christmas Eve,

I received a phone call from that good friend,

and she apologized for what she has done,

and I was actually so shocked, and touched.

I never thought of receiving a call from her because I thought we will never be friends anymore.

I felt so sorry and I apologized to her too.

Since then we befriended again.

That was when I learned that, everyone knows Christmas is about joy, happiness and love;

but its not about joy, happiness and love when you can't forgive.

This year will be the first time celebrating Christmas away from home.

I miss everyone back home.

However, I believe that it can be an awesome Christmas.

The most important thing is I have my family and friends in my heart.

This year, I will be celebrating Christmas with my uni best friends.

I'm hoping for the best to come! :)

Be prepared for this joyful day everyone! Hohoho!! :D

pray hard

I hate being here, alone.

I miss home, I miss my family.

How nice if i manage to fly back home anytime

i want.

To be honest, I seriously need someone who can spend time chit-chatting with me at night

I miss the moment having pillow-talk with sisters every night.

I know i'm too dependable to my family and friends.

The main reason is because I'm afraid being alone.

Although I have close friend that talk to me almost every night before we sleep,

but then that was only when my friend is in hostel.

When she is back home, i feel the same again.

i'm always okay in the morning, but feeling fearful to be alone at night.

i hate this feeling.

Dear God,

I know You are always with me,

please strengthen my faith,

remind me of your presence in my life.

remind me that I'm not alone,

because Jesus is my companion,

and there is nothing i shall fear.

In Jesus's name i pray.Amen.

Blessings :)

2 more papers to go!

The mood to study totally gone!

Oh NO!!!

Must get back the mood to study..><

Will be having japanese test on thursday and frs on friday.

I'm more worried with frs,

as its really hard for me to memorize the standards, definitions and etc.

I always think about the plans that I will do for the coming holiday,

there are lots of new things that I wanna try and learn.

I just hope that this coming 4-months-holiday will be a interesting one!

hehehe...cant wait to have holiday! :D

Anyway, today is not a productive day,

after the taxation test this morning,

I slept for few hours, then ended up watching dramas.

Aiksss...how how how?

Feel nervous and worried now.

Better get back to revision.

God, please bless me with concentration and wisdom. Amen!

:D

Had chit-chat with my parents last night,

I asked them to pray for me so that I can do well in examinations.

And my parents said I'm always in their prayers.

I felt so touched because they gave me encouragements which I needed so much.

Dad said always be grateful for what we have in life.

Each morning when we wake up, we should thank God for giving us such a wonderful life.

Show gratitude, be grateful.

You will find that, its really great to be who you are now.

cheers! :D

I like this picture so much.

Somehow it inspired me that,

each and everyone of us is special,

no one can replace you or me.

We are all God's masterpiece.

Everyone is made special.

We are all special in God's eyes.

God treat us as our beloved son and daughters.

Try to be optimistic. Be happy and thankful. Give thanks.

:)